stupid blogger wun show my recent postings properly....
like lagging update lidat on the webbie...
everytime i make changes to template it lidat...
grr
okok

wad i wanna say
is sorry......
for the worries i hav created.
at first... though it's solved i wanted to juz dun say
but i guess i owe it to ppl who worried abt me....
so i'll juz briefly explain.

wad i've been going through
has been the worse of my life
but am glad to say it's over.
and the result is gd news.

there has been a problem in my relationship
and i won't mention names here cos it's a sensitive issue
except the many thanks to ppl who have been giving me alot of support

the person i wanna thank the most.
is sano.
thank u so damn much... for being there.
and i'm here for u too.
u're a great friend.

then iman. thanks too. n u noe why. :)
luv u lots.

i know he won't be seeing this but nvm, jeremy.
he is the one who can make me hav no more anxiety pangs...
sadness pangs..
able to hav me laugh
smile
and even joke
cos of the way he talk
the candid voice and drama queen style..

and..... patricia to be there to offer some past-experience and advice,
tanya for being sucha a gd old friend... who is willing to sit on wilfred if he hurts me...
though wad she said others hav said... i find it easier to accept...
cos it's the way she say it.. nvm. old friends r the best.

shaikha... to be there to listen although it's already settled.
and sharing her story with mine.
fukai kor to be there on the phone with me,
hong me like small ger on msn. afterall he is my kor kor hee.

coolie and aiko supporting me though i didn't straightaway tell them wad happened
cos it hurts to explain...
and twit, fred said he told u abt the frustrations he hav abt me..
and that he talked to ur abt our prob now...
ur bubbliness still cheered me up although i tot u didn't know and didn't tell u..

terry wun be seeing this.. this is wil's best fren btw,
i thank him for saying something i find unexpected
but speaking up for me
sayin that fred shld return to me cos i'm impt to him

friends juz pop up suddenly when u nid alot of support n help.
i thank all of them.
and am glad i had ppl going thro all these with me

now to the topic
sorry i took so long
basically
we nearly broke up
cos of his temptation to a girl,
and further aggravation due to my bad temper causing more frustration
and his rash character wanted a break up
end up we all say cool off a week to make decisions.
alot of thing happened
and i had fever n such...
basically slept only one and a half hour on wednesday..
suffered some nervous breakdwn... stuff lidat
and... cried alot
talked alot
explained alot
feared a hell lot

and... basically,
we patched up.
changes r made, more truth r told
lies will not exist hopefully
i believe in us still
and our communication
and he is starting to b luv sick abt me
but i guess it's gd if we still dun meet up
until tuesday

take time to adjust to the new start
and cool dwn in the meanwhile cos of so mani things dat happened.
yeah
dats abt all i can say
if u wanna noe more,
can call me
or msg me.

juz to let u guys know,
everythings fine n under control.

thanks for the concern.